Tuesday, 24 January 2017

Are you okay?

Me. I am who I am. Nobody needs to know who I am. I am not a famous person that needs to share everything to the world. Although I do share how something annoys me on social media. But for real, nobody needs to know anyway. But somehow, I would like if some people like my friends or someone I am close too knows me as well as my family knows me the best. For some reasons I'd like to keep everything low about my life but at the same time I'd answer questions when people asked me. I just really don't like people asking so much question but here I am, writing this when I know someone might read this. It's best if I keep writing you then left you on the shelf until everything became really dusty. 

Chapter one: It Doesn't Matter

It wasn't necessary. It never was. I don't want to grow up. It scares me to know that humans are more scarier than ghosts. As I grew older, I'm begining to understand why most people enjoy being alone. Or even not having too many friends. I like how it's raining and that very moment you are listening to music. And sometimes it makes you think whether you deserve to be treated that way by some people or  just thinking what might happen to you in the future. Sometimes it makes me wonder how people can meet and at the end became something they never expected. It's quite amazing. But for people like me, I don't think it'll happen to me. If it did then I'm shock to actually exprience it. Someday, people will find it amazing to just being able to express themself. But, there's more to that. Like how people define themself more than other people. It's not wrong though it might be annoying. I don't like that kind of people. It's sickening the world. What's more worst than this world is that the cruel people that lives in this world. 

Nobody asked to let them be that way. No one ever did. They made that choice by themself and sooner or later.. They'll regret .

Friday, 20 January 2017


Hey there stranger. How are you? If you ask me then I am fine. If you didn't it's okay, I just wanna let you know anyways.  You. yea, you. It was lovely to meet you. It's fun to know you have the same interest as me. I like you and adore you. You are like my family to me. But it's not only you. There are other people that I really apreciate in my life. Let's start with you.

 You are one of a kind. You have an amazing voice and it truly gave me the chills. I love you so much and I'm glad that we're best friends . You are pretty and beautiful. Even if you say you're not, You still are beautiful. You teach me when other friends take advantage of me. You were there when I needed you. I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way. I still and always want you to be my friend. And it doesn't matter how you look. Someday, you'll find the person that will accept you for who you are. 

Hey. You're looking as great as ever. Remember that time where you texted me properly and afterwards made me feel great. YEAP! It's you. I love you and I admired how you don't care if anyone hates you. You are mean and sometimes ( well always) cruel and It hurts sometimes but  it's okay. I accept you for who you are. I can see how you changed and how hurt you can be. If there's anything, just tell me. I'll listen.

And there you are. The one that always helps me. Thank you for everything that you've done. You always have corny jokes that are really funny and even people think you're annoying, I don't think you are but sometimes when you're in bad mood you'll hurt my feelings.You have a beautiful smile and you can sing prefectly without even trying. I like how you can sing in a really high pitch even though your face is funny( sometimes). 

And you, make me smiling so much. I like how we're friends now. I love how great you're taking pictures of me. I like the way you laugh and smile. I love how you can be shy sometimes. Thank you for always making me feel me. Being myself. Without you, I'll end up being all alone . 

I love you all .